My Whys

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Hate That I Love You

Poems

Been spending my nights and day

Thinking about you all the way

Hey, have you gone tired yet?

Cause you been running a thousand miles now

Inside my head

Through my heart

I wish you know that

I really hate how much I love you

To the point that it drives me crazy

Can’t think about me anymore

Ohh How can I survive without you?

This days and night

Its getting harder babe

Without you

I felt so different

Lying in the cold bed

With this pillows instead

How can I sleep this off

When I know your not coming back

Without you I felt so Alone

I hope you felt that

I hope you still care

Coz even if your not

I still love you anyway

Ohh I hate how much I love you

I hate how much I look so stupid

With this eyes full of tears

Still crying myself to sleep

Ohh I hate how much I need you

And I’m still begging for you to stay

Even if you hurted me bad

But your all I ever had

Fictional

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How I wish you were real

Feeling the same way you felt

Having the same love you had

I was inlove with your thought

Inlove on how it goes

But then you were just written

Out of love and hope

That someday you’ll be real

In this world full of pain

I learned to love again

In the wrong thought

In a perfect thing

How I wish you were just real

So the world would have hope

That someone could be loved and cherished

Anxious

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Hearts beats fast

As you walk right past

Hands sweating

hear my heart beating?

Swear I never saw an angel

But how could you look good in every angle?

Baby you should know it

Your beauty is lethal but I love it

Im anxious, I know you feel the same

So I figure this isnt just game

The way you body movi’n

I swear it wasnt just a feeli’n

So baby lets get the night livi’n

Like we own the whole eveni’n

Im anxious, anxious

Baby you got me concious

The way your eyes movin

Wonder what does it seeing

Id like to know,

So maybe we could go

Coz I couldnt breathe anymore

I need you to more than I could ever know.

Lansangan

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Nasa gitna nanaman ako

Di alam kung aandar o hihinto

Sa magulong lansangan

Binabalikan ang nakaraan

Nakatulala sa bawat dumadaan

Hinahanap ka sa kawalan

Nasaan na nga ba ulit tayo?

Naliligaw na yata ako

Pilit inaalala ang nagdaan na

Kasi doon lang yata ako sasaya

Sa piling mo

Babalik pa ba ako?

O uusad na kasi hindi naman tayo totoo

Sawa Na

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Gulo sa gitna ng gabi

Ingay na hindi napapawi

Pagod na akong makinig

di na maunawaan kung kanino papanig

Kelan nga ba titigil ang unos

Sawa na rin sa mga galos

Pusoy tila nanlalamig na

Sa buhos ng ulang hindi tumitila

Sugat ng kahapon

Unti unting inaahon

Sa bawat katagang binibitawan

Wala na akong maintindihan

Sana hindi nalang nagtiwala

Dahil pagod na akong maniwala

Sa mga tama at mali

Sa gitna nalang mananatili

Araw

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Maliwanag saaking mga mata

Nakakasilaw ang yung ganda

Bakit kaya labis na nahahalina

Kahit na sa huli ay magdurusa

Alam kong hindi nararapat na lumapit pa

Ngunit sa init mo ako’y nasasabik na

Kaya halina yayakapin padin kita

Kahit pa masakit na

Wag kang magalala

Titigil din ako pag hindi ko na kaya.